by Emma -Jane Barlow, she was inspired by my art to create poetry of her own
I am from a cotton mill town
where everyone knows your name and face.
Time moves differently in this kind of place.
An enclosed space.
Where dreams do not reach the sun.
And for as long as I can remember,
I fantasised the run.
How I would seek more adventures
beyond the fence of this cotton mill town.
How I would create a new story without the characters I had known since my adolescence.
And I did it at twenty-nine. I crossed the line.
I moved away from my cotton mill town.
Planted seeds in new grounds.
But when I look around.
I still remember. I remember where I came from.
I remember playing kirby on
pavements of a terraced street.
I remember trips to the
corner shop for rhubarb sweets.
I remember the parks, swings and scraped knees.
I remember moving to another house at nine. Where more sweet and
sour memories unravelled with time.
High school angst and teenage growth.
Happiness and sadness, I experienced both.
I remember the places and faces as bold as brass.
Cartwheels with my sister on fields of grass.
Romance blooming next to the cenotaph.
It lives in me like a sepia photograph.
Stories weaving roots in my mind.
You cannot escape what you leave behind.
It becomes a part of you like blood and bone.
Our childhood etched like crayons on stone.
I remember testing limits
in pubs and clubs at eighteen.
Chaos and calm and everything in between.
Love and friendships, trauma and grief.
As I changed my identity, some long, some brief.
In the end, I didn't move far,
and my family roots stayed.
But I'll never forget the small town
where I was made.
My heart was always yearning for something new.
Now I reside in another small town
because the city life won't do.
I am from a cotton mill town where everyone knows your name and face.
And even when you part,
a fragment of your heart still remains
in such a place.
©Emma-Jane Barlow
@emmajanepoetry
Emma-Jane Barlow (known as EJ) is a bestselling northern poet, author, content creator, songwriter, singer and creative. She has been writing poetry since the age of seven and finds comfort in writing about her life experiences. From living life through an autistic lens to the highs and lows of love, loss and everything in between. She has two self-published books Darkness & Light and Sins & Sunflowers: Second Edition. She has been featured in multiple anthologies, quoted in Salford Now newspaper and her work has been featured live on BBC Radio Manchester. She is now working on several creative projects at once to explore her love of storytelling. Find out more about EJ on her website www.emmajanebarlow.co.uk.