Stress & Anxiety collection
How to Break the vicious cycle of negativity and turning negatives to positives
Painting Titled= Tortured Ticket To Ride Depiction of persecution
I bought a ticket on a ride through hell, The gravestone heads represent laughter and lies, the body and head is me being mentally tortured and punished, the African death mask is controlling the events as the storm clouds approach and consume all into oblivion.
Mentally abused and suffering from anxiety paranoia and stress my life had been turned upside down in a slow and agonising torture that brought reality into question.
Eyes and people everywhere, knowing and uncaring, scheming and deceiving, this once familiar world of love, life and laughter had turned into chaos and out of control experiences through the TV, media, and everyday events.
Constant signs trying to tell me something that I could not work out, The End of the world, Biblical events unfolding, Mind control, Thought control, Masonic Laws and threats of abduction, violence and possible torture towards me and my family.
Confusion reigns supreme and out of my mind with worry for my family believing they were all going to be taken away from me, Insomnia comes coupled with fear that something could take my life and love away.
was this divine revelation, demonic possession, Mind control, government intervention or my anxiety and paranoia.
Stress on levels unknown before had erupted into madness, slipping into a zombie state and out of control I commit suicide, as no more I can take, in the belief if I end this my family would be ok.
My Heartbeat slows and stops as my last breath is taken from me, Visions of demons come to life out of the TV looking and searching for what they need. Disappointed at the suicide note, they shout condemnations and disappear to where they came. Moments later I feel a Breath of life as though an Angel was breathing life into me once more.
My Life flows back to me slowly and I am dazed sitting there confused. I hear a knock on the door and my parents arrive to take me to hospital. I recover in hospital believing Jeremy Beadle will pop out any minute to say it is all just a joke.
I ask myself can this really be reality or a figment of imagination. I see a physchiatrist and all is well, just pop another pill and safety, peace and calm come back and life goes back to normal.
I question reality now and I know where I would rather be, that place is a safe place where no evil can penetrate and cause paranoia, fear, distress and confusion. This life I leave behind as I take another pill and hope that the wolves do not come in the night to steal happiness away from me.
How to Break the vicious cycle of negativity and turning negatives to positives
Negative thinking= The above painting, writings and feelings was painted and written to try and help show and deal with my feelings at a difficult period in my life. I was full of anger but my anger turned in on itself into anxiety, paranoia, insomnia and tears and fears and brought about a negative vicious cycle which snowballed into a larger problem for me and I have been constantly beating myself up over lots of issues and always succumbing to negative thoughts feelings and processes, this brought about a constant cycle of everlasting pain and suffering. Like the uroborus Dragon eating itself and stuck in a negative cycle.
Positive thinking= In order for me to break the cycle of negativity in my life I need to focus on what good can be done and turn a negative into a positive. This event happened over two decades ago and it has been a constant worry and cause of stress, anxiety, insomnia and paranoia over the years.
The painting of Tortured ticket to ride, depiction of persecution was painted when I was in a negative frame of mind this painting highlights my state of mind and being mentally tortured and punished for my actions. I have now apologised to the person for my actions and if I caused any stress and anxiety and negativity to anybody. I have spiritually cleansed this by writing a letter and setting this on fire sending this negativity to the heavens to cleanse. I can now move on to do positive actions with my art and use the artwork in a positive way to help people who also had stress in their lives to help them move forward with positivity
I accept that the stressful events happened in my life causing all my pain, suffering and misery and I let this go to help break that vicious cycle of the uroboros Dragon eating itself in negativity and bring about a positive change in that cycle. Turning the negative uroboros Dragon into a positive cycle Dragon.
Stress can be a good thing, the fight or flight response is a natural process for dealing with a threat or stressful event, it helps you react to a dangerous situation or perceived threat that can help you fight or run away. It’s a natural process. however too much stress can turn into a negative and lead to illness. How much stress is too much depends on each person individually, some can deal with a lot of stress others can crumble at a little stress. You need to strike a balance in work and home life to deal with the stress.
I understand that negativity eats away at the soul and you are only hurting yourself by thinking negatively and doing negative thoughts, actions and deeds
THINK POSITIVE, DO POSITIVE THINGS IN MIND BODY AND SOUL, BRING A BALANCE IN LIFE TO BE AS ONE WITH THE NATURAL ORDER OF LIFE
If you are also in a vicious cycle of negativity remember “always look on the bright side of life” as in the words of the life of Brian. This is what my Dad and I sing together to brighten up a dark thought or place.
A lot of the time it may be a hard thing to do but always seek help because a brighter day will come in your life to overcome your worries and stress.
Monty python- always look on the bright side of life lyrics
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best
And always look on the bright side of life
Always look on the light side of life
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle, that's the thing
And always look on the bright side of life
Come on!
Always look on the right side of life
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow
Forget about your sin
Give the audience a grin
Enjoy it, it's your last chance anyhow
So, always look on the bright side of death
A-just before you draw your terminal breath
Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you
And always look on the bright side of life
Always look on the right side of life
C'mon Brian, cheer up!
Always look on the bright side of life
Always look on the bright side of life
Worse things happen at sea, you know
Always look on the bright side of life
I mean, what have you got to lose
You know, you come from nothing, you're going back to nothing
What have you lost? Nothing!
Always look on the right side of life...
Nothing will come from nothing, you know what they say?
Cheer up you old bugger, c'mon give us a grin!
There you are, see, it's the end of the film
Incidentally, this record is available in the foyer
Some of us have to got live as well, you know
Who do you think pays for all this rubbish
They're not gonna make their money back, you know
I told them, I said to them, Bernie, I said they'll never make their money back
Original artwork with signed Certificate of Authenticity
Aproximate sizes
W 16" x H 11"
Media: Watercolour and ink
Surface: Cartridge paper
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